INSPIRATION

Evil Witch of Darkness...

My powers returned... over the last two days. I embraced my fragmented selves - and they gifted me with wholeness.

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I've heard of shadow work and releasing trauma but what I went through in the last 2 days has been profound. Probably because I was ready after so much focus on acknowledging the layers of dross added over centuries of lives in the old world dysfunction.

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I saw a child - with a huge crystal castle of 1000 rooms. She could run freely through them all. Parent, people started to say what was good and bad (separation from wholeness) so she started to shut doors of 'bad' (naughty, lying, mean, agressive, sad, angry, jealous, vindictive, sloppy, dirty, gross, disgusting, and later seductress, greedy, violent, loud, raw, wild... and more... ). The doors to the great crystal castle were mostly closed, limiting her pure, innocent and wild running free. She began to walk, to slump, to put on a face that would be accepted. She began to loose her vitality, her power, her genius, her compassion, her forgiveness as she became more and more rigid, judgemental on seeing others good and bad.

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Then one day, recently, while contemplating and meditating on what oneness (opposite of separation) really was... an epiphany awoke - she/I saw the huge beautiful crystal castle of divine rooms of all spectrum of qualities, traits and potential. All needed to be embraced. She/I began to laugh and play with being fat and slim, ugly and beautiful, mean and kind, strong and gentle, wrathful and peaceful, disgusting and proper, wild and centred. A joy came back, a pure, innocent wild came back. And she was ready at last to open those last scary doors she denied for centuries and most this lifetime...

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In meditation, she went deep, gridded herself with divine light from above (divine masculine-electro) and divine love from below (divine feminine-magnetism) and spread her arms out to be Ara - the way, her unique expression of experiencing life and expansion drawing all of this in to the core (heart-solar plexus) of RA. The sun and shining star within, gridding herself to transmit love light and receive what she needed to expand her power. She called upon the fragments needed to become whole. And these 3 ones were the tipping point. Slowly over 2 days...

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Named as:

Evil witch of darkness - she took time to say sorry for neglecting, denying her doomed past life where she was beaten to submit to the darker side of magic, angry at the world denying her feminine traits as evil instead of intuitive and helpful.

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Disgusting homeless dirty old hag of nastiness - covered in sores, scrummaging in dark alleys, cursing the bright clean people - she took time to say sorry for neglecting her too... one who was beaten down to poverty and shame, in the sick society of status.

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Violent warrior animal of vengefulness - who killed for the regaining of some sort of energy, after seeing the futility of the world gone crazy, fake and superficial, hurting nature, animals, children, women in centuries of war, with no hope left for what could be changed - I took time to say sorry for neglecting that she/I was very lost in the past, now that I had found joy and peace - I needed to embrace her back to her innocence.

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I called them back, with love and tears. I acknowledged I could be all spectrum of traits as a Creator. Until I acknowledged both my dark and light potential I would never be whole.

In the tears of reunion, a great lightness and softness arose.

Each gave me a gift from the contrast of their haggard lives:

• The first dark witch - gave me my full magical, seer, tohunga, oracle talent back.

• The second old hag - gave me great compassion, freeing myself from the traps of judgement.

• The third violent warrior animal - gave me my last key skills needed to walk my soul contract path I set as I entered this life - focus and vitality.

I stand here now, all of us returned to our pure, innocent, wild inner child - fresh ready to walk and run on this earth and in this life, with love, light, enjoying the dark, the unknown with knowing.

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Kia kaha - be strong! Tino arohanui kia Koutou Katoa - very big love to us all.

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I have such a clarity, flow, focus and knowing about my unfolding contribution to the New Earth. Feeling Blessed deeply!

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Image adapted from the gifted images of Whispers of Aroha